December :)

when it's December, it reminds me of the time to enjoy the remaining holidays of the year, the year-end, saying goodbye, counting the resolutions done, jimui's bigday, x'mas, and flashing back all the bittersweet sixteen. It was thoughtful, tho.

;)

get over something isn't easy, but it's just a process to move on, learn how to enjoy the better life and be happy. i don't want to care what's happening right now, i don't want to know at all, it hurts more, I swear.

and Yes, one more month to enjoy, back to sch in a month time. Holiday's homeworks not done yet, School uniform not buy yet, school exercise books not buy yet. so many things not done yet, i shit at playing piano recently. I rather play Yiruma's and others than those scales and exam pieces. Hell boring, hitting those black and white keys.

tell me, i don't worthwhile. 

;]

ily,

PikKi W.

i've realised. the couple of years of friendship meant nth for you. i seriously dont care. i meant zero thing to you, i dont give any damn. i do mind you know. Mr. K once said today, best one be with you through thick and thin and good and bad ;) He even said best friend dont come to you only for happiness but they will be with you no matter what, that keeps me wondering.

thanks XYong for this few days. without her, i stil cant find my way out. I truly know who I am to everyone. I ain't giving up being myself ;) telling myself positive words. I ain't blaming anyone, but myself. Karma does exist! HAH!

you wudnt care, you wudnt find out why, you wudnt ask why, that is very obvious, prove that you dont even care.

;]

so, i woke up quite early. Shirley's earlier. Meet up with Vonnie- Miss Alarm Clock at PRakyat, had breakfast tgt. After that, we went tuition! Hell, Mr. K's back already. So, actually planned to go Bio de, but i miss Mr. K's lame jokes. So, yes. Maths then Eng :)

i laughed alot with the siao po, Shirley Ho today! i cant stop laughing, seriously. i've no idea why i laughed, but its just so natural. Siott one we both =D Felicia pulak, LOL. this gal accompany me to kap ppl. its so nice, okay. we aren't sot, just too sotttttt.

Peoples with named highlight made my day, today. XYong made my day recently. Shine shine.

nxt week cant go Tuition le. haiyaaaaaaa. vac for the whole dang week. *TSK TSK*

so,

how to be happy? SMILE. you smile, she smiles, he smiles, everyone's smiling =) the world also SMILE later.

im shocked. the heartbeat rate increased incredibly that day. the scars has scattered, if its true. i watched every second past by, i told myself to forget. i heard the raindrops falling, is time to get my life, move on oneself. Accept the goodbyes ;)

XO,

Pikki W.

so Yes, watched New Moon :) New Moon day, and no doubt, will be watching for 2nd time next week. Today was great. SJI istallation and icc called off. So, caught up with this Movie. Frankly, I LOVE Jacob in that movie ;) he got Six Pax. im lil crazy over him. Still, i love Edward also. Lol, banyak la. Edward is sooooooooo sweet, okayyy. Gosh, People, watch it, watch it. No Regret! Imagine, shirley nose bleed watching Jacob in that show. Joking la, babe! Ppls in the cinema was like shouted like crazy when Jacob is out. Awwwww. 

cant wait to watch Eclipse and Breaking Dawn. Fai dit la... nxt year.. nxt nxt year or when? :P

i already dont care what others think about me ;) Im that bad, aint true? Wow. perhaps, that is what other say. i mean, Perhaps. 

come to me, know me. Dont judge me if you dont know me.

you're the wound in my heart, never cure. is pretty funny when u think back all those memories, im keeping it in my heart until i find another You. i've got over it, with no regret. 

nxt week new moon again, i wanna watch Jacob and Edward again! Aww!

nxt week TUITION!!! 

Ta, Love.

Happy Birthday, felicialeeyanlin sweety (:

May your dreams come true ya! ily!

you'r officially sixteen. getting more pretty day by day. HOHOHO!

Love ;

Ki

a big big thankYOU =))

more than words i can say.

i watched 2012 for the second times. cool man! 

im enjoying the life. Life stil goes one. lets ignore whatever that frust your mind. remember, miracles. yeah, dar. Yes, people. miracles. Okay, i believe everything is fated. i dont know why. God decide everything for us even if we want to change it. 

and so many people asked whether i believe in 2012. and the answer is Half half. all because I dont wanna die yet, i dont wanna lose the ting i've had now. i feel so contented now. You know, i know why! yeay yeay yeay. Im ain't jealous, so stop it baby.

Boooooo.

started formfive tuition today ;) man, is SPM weyyy. well, and I got a blast with the kickass sweethearts. ngeh ;] so, shir and I had breakfast in the morn at OT, meet fe up at MJ.. sorry for being late. cause the train driver was slowwww like me. Register and everything. the new block is pretty awesome compared to the form4's one. because is much more spacious and nice lahhh. Went maths for 2 period. it was quite easy. Form5 first chap! Bases number or sth like that. Didnt manage to go English because Mr. K wasnt ther. he's now in S.Africa. Gezzzzzzzz. So went to Chemistry. chaos after the first lesson because teacher teach form4's thingy and he kind of scary @.@  HAHA. went to Pop for files. shop awhile. balik rumah, while shir went to meet up with her cuzzie and MV! 

soooo, that's the day ;)

my MSN like got prob -.-  gahhh, whatever.

imysfm,

Pik Ki.